Repenting of myself from beginningless time down to this present life
Never once pausing I have stolen all the treasures of the Buddha
Foolish, deluded, and arrogant claiming them as my own reckoning everywhere
Grasping at everything not knowing that everything is originally the Buddha
How could there be a self? Self and what belongs to self seeing gain, forgetting righteousness
Not knowing gratitude and nurture because of grasping (upādāna) I have never escaped
The deep pit of karmic obstructions impoverished life after life suffering birth after birth
Repenting of myself from beginningless time down to this present life
Discriminating everything grasping it as self view of self and pride of self
Self-love and self-delusion constant deliberation (manasikāra) imputed nature (parikalpita-svabhāva)
Grasping seeing as self grasping hearing as self grasping smelling as self
Grasping tasting as self grasping touch as self grasping consciousness as self
Grasping that I can do all deeds and undertakings grasping that I can discern
all the principles of dharmas grasping that I can achieve virtue and honor beyond compare
Only today do I know that in truth myself I am nothing at all
Repenting of myself from beginningless time down to this present life
Grasping my faculties and body grasping my material world grasping my supernatural powers
Grasping my virtues and abilities grasping my becoming a Buddha grasping my spreading the Dharma
Grasping my delivering sentient beings only today do I know that in truth myself
I am capable of nothing From times past I falsely grasped at the worldly
Up until now I falsely grasp at the transcendent such false grasping
I deeply perceive that the World-Honored One will not bestow a prediction upon me
Yearning for a prediction the thieving mind refuses to die when can I ever ascend
the supreme jeweled throne? From this day forth where shall I go, what shall I do?
Thief or person of honor I must choose one wash my heart and change my face
Reform myself and start anew return everything that is not mine
Bare and naked, utterly exposed moving freely at ease departing in nonaction
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